| Real Heroes |
[Oct. 16th, 200704:47 pm] |
you have no idea
maybe you do
I don't know
but your their heroes
you claimed fame while remaining faceless
they don't even know you yet they look up to you
the day I stop thinking is the day I die
barely even choking this entry out
I stick by what I said
real heroes need no identity
if the world would listen what would they here
I'm not myself today
I'm never myself
well I am just in a very round about way
I can say I'm not jealous
not of your achievements
maybe I'll explain someday
all that I've kept locked away
hidden in enigma
maybe just maybe
someday lost in the horizon
I'll let you know what I'm thinking
I'll let you tear down these walls
and watch my life tumble downwards for some safe corner
and know the lack of affect all too well
and maybe just maybe I'll shed a tear or two |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 10th, 200703:42 pm] |
unbelievable freedom but I'm once again dragged back to this moth lit city
I need to stop looking back,
only 4 more days till the ultimate distraction
your just like my mother did you know that?
scared of natural forces
trying to resist ripping my hair out
stupid jokes from fake friends
remind me why I haven't disemboweled you yet?
oh yeah that tiny little speck of something that reminds me of somebody different
blood seems to be a recurring theme don't it? |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 3rd, 200706:19 pm] |
ok does ANYBODY actually read this thing...
aside from possibly mel?
if so,
comment...
just for a change |
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| In this moth lit city |
[Sep. 21st, 200704:44 pm] |
everybody is still telling me to stop
and so am I
minor obsession
pretty and desolate they'd always say
desperately hiding
scraping across that barrier again
secrets are unnecessary but this is a whole new league
the ink is soaking in
its not that long for this moth lit city
never called home just escape
abnormal conditioning ahead
our impact bringing down this world
to steal, to waste, to control, to lie, to destroy,
to totally bastardize anything perfectly natural
that's the brief of human nature
humanity just earned the name massacre |
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